10 February 2006

A Commander's Stress

“Sir, there’s been an incident.” An NCO from the Tactical Operations Center (TOC) walked into the dark tent I was staying. I was laying in bed, working on the computer thinking about going to sleep. I lost track of time and was up much later than I should have been. I looked down at my watch. It was about 0130 in the morning. “What happened?” I asked. “A convoy that your guys were escorting hit an IED about 10 minutes ago. They’re calling in MedEvac now,” he said “Are any of my guys hurt?” I asked anxiously. “We don’t think so,” he replied. He said he thought it was “the other unit’s gun truck” that was hit. The problem was that there was not suppose to be another gun truck with that convoy. Only my guys were suppose to have gun trucks.

I got dressed and went to the TOC. It was business as usual there. Soldiers in the TOC were dealing with the typical late night/early morning cases of small arms fire and IEDs that were “close.” I looked at the clock, 0145. “What’s the deal with my guys, you got an update?” I asked. “They called in a MedEvac, one casualty was ‘urgent’ and one was ‘priority,’” the battle captain replied. “Was one of my guys injured?” I quickly jumped in as he was speaking. “We don’t know yet, but we don’t think so,” he replied. “We’re trying to find out,” he said.

An “urgent” casualty is one that must be evacuated within two hours or he will either lose life, limb or eyesight. A “priority” casualty is one that must be evacuated within six hours or he will lose life, limb or eyesight.

When units are far away, we typically rely on a communications system that is something like a civilian version of instant messaging. It’s not as quick or complete as the radio but it’s secure and it works well over long distances. In situations like this, it’s important to have “tactical patience” when in the back collecting information. The first priority of soldiers on the scene is to address the situation at hand. Considering where these guys were at the time, they were likely focusing on securing the area of operation, stabilizing the injured soldiers, and marking the landing zone for the helicopter. I’ve been there and I know what it’s like when some guy in the rear is clamoring for information and I’m trying to address the situation on the scene.

I looked at the clock again. 0153. Tactical patience, tactical patience, tactical patience, I was thinking to myself. We got a message back indicating that the vehicle that was directly hit (and had the soldiers with the injuries) was a gun truck from the other unit. They apparently took an extra gun truck on the mission. I admit, I was relieved. It was quickly followed by a feeling of guilt knowing that I was relieved. Two other U.S. soldiers were seriously injured. They weren’t my soldiers, but I’m sure they were someone’s husband, dad, son . . . .

I asked a TOC NCO to send them a message asking whether the MedEvac was there yet. Strong winds, blowing sand and rain were anticipated sometime during the early morning hours that day. I wasn’t sure whether it had hit yet. This could have a significant impact on whether they could get the injured soldiers out via helicopter.

I looked up at the clock. It was 0207 and we hadn’t heard a reply yet. Thoughts were racing through my head as to what they were likely doing, the training that they had been through, and what the crews on site had already been through with IEDs, mortars and small arms fire in the past. I knew these guys. I knew what they were capable of. I knew they were prepared. I was confident in the leadership on the site.

0215, still no reply. I decided to plot their position on the map. I quickly discovered that the route that they were on was coded impassable earlier that day because of AIF activity and road conditions and according to the most recent information we had at the time, it was still coded that way. I asked the battle captain why they were on that route. He said he didn’t know. We later found out that the operations center where the convoy originated from at the beginning of the convoy apparently had “better” information and chose that route for them.

I looked at the clock again, 0221. We received a message that the bird hadn’t landed yet. This was getting to be an issue because it had been just over an hour since the incident and I’m sure the soldiers were getting anxious about getting that Urgent casualty out of there. I remembered back when we were manifesting (deciding who was going to go on this particular mission). Because of room constraints, I was debating on whether to include one of our medics on this trip. I smiled knowing that we decided to include a good medic on this mission. I imagined him rendering aid to the injured soldiers. Performing tasks that he was trained to do. I also thought about how much stress he was probably under waiting for that bird for over an hour. I was glad though that those soldiers were probably getting the best dog-gone combat medic treatment that they could possibly get.

The battle captain looked over at me. Probably realizing that I was starting to stress just waiting, he said, “want to play darts?” “Darts?” I laughed under my breath. “Yeah,” he said. Why not I thought. We started to play. After every turn, I looked at the clock and then the electronic message board.

Then, at 0235, we got a message, the bird had lifted off with the injured soldiers on board. What a sense of relief I felt. We didn’t get a status of the injured soldiers but I felt better that the helicopter was able to land and pick them up and get them to the hospital. The message also indicated that they were in the process of trying to secure the damaged gun truck. They had been on the ground for well over an hour. My concern was shifting to their vulnerability just standing there on that route for a long period of time. I then sent a message to my head NCO at the IED site. I wanted to reassure him and let him know that I was there at the TOC.

0250 and they were still at the IED site. We received some additional information about the damage to the vehicle and the tactics used by the AIF with the IED. The AIF ran away like they usually do. The mechanics were finishing up their work.

By 0310, they were back on the road, heading to an interim destination in order for the damaged gun truck to be further worked on. I decided to head back to my tent. I told the battle captain to wake me if anything else happened with that convoy. As I walked out of the TOC, I thought again about the training my soldiers went through. I tried to figure out if there were ways for me to ensure my soldiers were even better prepared the next time. What training should I emphasize in the coming months? What equipment should I try to obtain for them to enable them to do their jobs better?

I didn’t sleep much the rest of that morning.

Comments:
God bless you, Commander, and your men. I pray for the wounded soldiers. I thank you and all troops for your sacrifice and service to our country. May God protect all of you and your loved ones who await your return to the States.
 
Just wanted to leave a comment saying thanks for keeping this blog. I've got a soldier in the 2-128th, and it helps to hear your perspective and see pictures of the area where he's at. My thoughts are with all you WI soldiers...stay safe!
 
hey!
we all miss you and desperatly want you home! i just wish these months would hurry up.... ah well what am i suppposed to do? ok well make SMART descisions!
missing you,
Your little cup of coffee!
Web Monkey
 
Thank you for doing what you do. God watch over you and your soldiers. Hope you know how Proud we are of all of you!!
 
Hi I am glad you are doing very well! Keep up the great work and we will be thinking of you and your men daily.

God Speed,

Joel
 
Thank you for your service!!!! I am a proud fan of our military and a proud supporter!
 
I HAVE A SON IN THE ARNG, FIGHTING IN RAMADI AT THIS TIME;MY PRAYERS GO OUT TO HIM AND ALL THE SOLDIERS--GOD BLESS YOU ALL

MAMA
 
so glad to find this website. MY son is in the ARNG. HE IS IN RAMADI NOW. MAY GOD TAKE CARE OF HIM ANDALL OF YOU.
 
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